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Change is something that happen naturally .
So , no wonder lah why stranger can be your friend meanwhile your own 'best friend' can turn into a stranger .
It's obviously happen to me now...yes now .
She's been making a tough decision back then when she had to move away .
She left me .
Yes she did .
And all of sudden we're no longer close .
NO MORE .
I don't get it why people said that 'distance means nothing when love means everything' .
Because for me 'distance change everything' .
I keep on blaming myself for this situation.
Wait ,
It's me or her that need to be blame for ?
I DON'T KNOW...
She have a replacement now .
Yes she did...
Replacement of me .
And I think they understand her way better than me .
That's why she never thought in her mind to do the same for me anymore .
Of what ?
SHARING PROBLEM .
It's okay .
I UNDERSTAND...
But truthfully ,
Deep inside me...I'm hurt .
So much .
I want the old us .
I want to be the one that you'll be thinking of whenever you have a problem just like you did it to them now .
Yes !
Am trying to tell you that I AM ENVY .
Get it ?
I know it sounds stupid but seriously...
Aku WUJUD weh . Aku WUJUD.....T.T
Okay I better stop it now .
Just for you to know that I am here 'distance away' praying you to live in pink of health and full of love .
I'm missing you....
I'm missing us...
YES I DO .
Sincerely ,
your no longer 'best friend' EEDA ZABIDI .
